From point 'A' to 'B'

I want to know how I can maintain this:


"I'm just going to throw this out there, consequences be damned. When I checked out your page, and then after reading your messages, all I could think was "This is the person I've been looking for, and I never knew if they were real or not." I've spent way to much of my life settling for someone that didn't want what I wanted or liked what I liked or enjoyed what I enjoyed, and it's really nice to know that there are people out there who are looking for that too, I just have to find them. Even if I never meet you, or hear from you again, at least I know there are people like you out there. So thanks, sincerely, for that."

"You are an amazing person Laura, and I don't feel even a little bit bad about being completely smitten by you.
I want to clarify that a bit:
I'm not smitten with you because of how you make me feel, though you make me feel wonderful about myself; like, "who could stop me?". I am smitten with you because of who you are. Because of what you do and what you say and how you say it. Having read your messages, and read your blog, and looked at your beautiful pictures, I would be head over heals even if you wanted nothing to do with me. I have never really felt that way before, and I was married for four years..."


I want to stay in this moment.
But I feel like my spell is already fading.
I wish I knew how to keep a man.
I wish I knew what trick that all the other women know.
I should keep my mouth shut, men love mystery.
I should get more interesting hobbies,
men love that. Right?




You got me. You got me really good. Now wtf are we going to do about it?